samedi 9 mai 2015

Just backed off on a deal last second, dont know what to think/feel

Been talking to my dealer/salesman for months to lease a car (21yo so i want to rent for now)

been getting hyped up for the 235 and the M4, the M4 was sold literally the same day I got there right in front of me, so I settled with the 235 as it had all my options.

Needless to say, wasted time, said I wanna get it, went in there, signed paperwork, put $7K cash, 2 hours after closing time btw, and ultimately ended up wasting everyones time, pissing them off, and walked out.

Idk what happened. i sort of got frightened and scared for some reason. despite money not at all having been an issue, something in me suddenly made me not get it.

i dont know what it was though. i feel sort of cowardly now. dont know if it was a inner voice saying wait 1-2 months and get an M4, or just forget BMW and wait around 1 year, 1 1/2 year and just outright buy a Lamborghini/Ferrari and a house to boot. Already living with parents and drive a hand me down Jetta, and really loved both the 235 and the M4, idk what happened but something held me back

has anyone ever felt this way before?

oh and, I do make some decent money so I ended up waiting anyway because i felt like if I wait, my first car is gonna be better, on the other hand my dealer was saying if ur first car is the top car, then what car will you have next to look forward too? I had mixed feelings about the commitment despite having no mixed feelings about the getting the cars (or price for that matter) themselves.

FML :(


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